What do you do when there's an article you want to write, but you have no friggin idea what its about? You feel something just screaming to get out of you, but you cant figure out what the heck it is? Writer's block, perhaps? Stubborn psyche syndrome? Compositionist constipation?
I have no damn idea, but I feel like I haven't written something of substance for so long I cant even begin to count that high! I've experienced life in ways I never thought I would; through mediation sessions that seemed to last for a season, the separation agreement that seems to have taken forever to reach, and the looking forward to finding a new place to live today only to be postponed by illness (my son has a double ear infection and low grade fever).
There are stories just dying to be told, but if you've ever been through divorce you know you cant just write whatever you feel, you have to be cautious and just and fair. Well to be truthful, on this eve of Mother's Day, I have to say, though we are separating, my wif DID give me two children that I would go through the whole thing over again, pain and all! They are more then I could have ever imagined and more than could ever be quite perfect!
This weekend has been a comedy of inconvenience! My realtor's son is sick, my son (as you just read) is sick, I have had a migraine since 10pm last night (though I did watch the movie 27 Dresses and actually enjoyed it!) and that damn migraine is STILL HERE! Ever had a migraine? If so, I am so sorry, if not, fuck off! They so truly suck I cant even tell you!
So I ask you to share with me, what is going on in your lives that either you are frustrated with, enraptured with, jealous of, happy with, sad because of, or just plain want to share and haven't found the forum for? I want to know as I have been so self-secluded I cant begin to tell you how needy I am of outside knowledge, interests, and stories!